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| 'hokay.
so alexa and i are pretty much down having a dating relationship.
col/exa. well, she can have the 'L'.
co/lexa. there. now's she's lexa and i'm just co-, like cow. or something not very intelligent because that's how i feel right now. maybe coworker or cowboy. but that uses 'cow' so it's cheating. hopefully that 'L' will make her happy because i can no longer do that. i can, but not like i used to. times are going to be different. which is hard because the last thirteen months have been the same.
UPDATE
'hokay.
9 weeks of fish. The lowestclassman. The past three weeks have been interesting. Now that everyone has had enough time to start noticing all the new people, if you get my drift. Couples are popping up like acne. There are a new brand of people, those that are 'off-limits'. Innocent hallway hugs have now become simple and insignificant high gives. Oh well. It's not really something I want to be a part of anytime soon. I quote Queen, "Nothing really matters, anyone can see. Nothing really matters. No, nothing really matters to me." Just gotta get out, just gotta get right of here. | | |
| this is going to be my school post. i will keep updating this post every so often as the year goes by. somewhat like a diary.
august 20, 2007
'tis almost been a year since i've updated. there is no way to assign words to that year. fun seems lacking, long is a lie, i just won't do it. i, by just returning to this one webpage, can see how much i have changed. the next year is going to be the hardest i or my mates will face. while most of my good friends are returning to class with me, two i held dearest set foot into an, for now, unknown environment. i am sorry i cannot accompany them. you can bet that i will keep them in my life as long as humanly possible. while my friends and i are stepping into a slightly more comfortable territory with familiar and new faces all around.
it's 11:46 p.m. i cannot sleep. i just checked what my select soccer team's rank is. i think nationally, we're 300th; in texas, we're 15th. woot woot. there's room for improvement. our team has been playing together for almost two months now. we're coming along but there is still a whole helluvalotta room for improvement. for weeks, i have tried to earn a starting spot on the team. last weekend in our tournament, i played all of every game but i shouldn't be relaxed yet. this coach knows what he's doing and i have to consistantly remind him of what i can do. our league starts this saturday against Andromeda North.
in a few minutes, it will be six more days until school begins. i am excited as i have been in the previous years at this time; i still have mixed feelings though. but i am almost confident that this will be a great year, in and out of school. first of the best years.
tomorrow, i'm going to Possum Kingdom lake. i will not refer to it as my 'home away from home'. it is, simply, my home. Josh and Jerimiah will be leaving on Wednesday to go back home for the school year. i will not see them again until Labor Day which is still questionable because i have a soccer tournament. then a few months will pass. they will call me every once in awhile, telling me of this kid they saw who looks like Napoleon Dynamite or something else that will remind them of me. as i will try to do the same, as it is the only way to keep in contact with those fools. hah.
Our, Alexa and I, one year anniversary is coming up next week. :D. hah. i'm not sure if she'll read this but i hope she knows i love her so.
two of my good friends broke up today. Claire and Nick. i don't really mind adding them in this because this will not be read by many people at all. it's still unconfirmed, though. i think i, unfortunately, saw it coming. i will not go into details, but it was just short of obvious during Fish Camp last week. don't go asking me for details. it's not my business. ask them if it'll float your boat. but yeah, i understand Claire alot and i sometimes can predict what she'll do next just by seeing how she's been acting around others. i'm not sure if me and her will ever be the friends i once believed we would become. that's the only thing i don't get. i hope i'm incorrect.
Kevin and I want to start a band. We would like to play some sort of punk; i enjoy punk and ska, he is inspired by the great Travis Barker. we would need a bassist, then we'd probably work something out. hopefully, in the near future, something will occur.
i think i will begin to miss William James. it was the home of many firsts; and not your usually firsts, mind you. it was the first school i went to which was, at many times, survival of the fittest or you have to make it on your own or unprotected from any of my parents. being sent to this big old school in a rough neighborhood was similar to being sent to an unfamiliar island, it just took awhile to find the paradise of it. sixth grade was not an enjoyable year for me. seventh grade was like a roller coaster. at a time, i could be flying high and and enjoying life. next, it would be a little less then perfect, if you know what i mean. for example, going out with Claire for a second time had at time differences. it sparked an grudge in my good friend Madeleine towards me that i'm not quite sure has gone completely away. it certainly made a mark in me. there will be many good memories from Madeleine, but i will always remember several unpleasant and often loud angry conversations between us. the whole event with Cullen put me in an awkward position when it came to any of the eighth grade class of that year. almost a public enemy number one. i will go to high school with most of those people and will take me a long time before i am comfortable with being with them. eighth grade was simply the best year. i wish i had one more day to spent in eighth grade with everyone there with me.
i think i will close on that note. i will be back in maybe a month to report.
until then,
-colinjames | | |
| mall pictures. complements of claire. 
ok. there's ashlyn, who's the one with the tongue out. claire is the girl always in the lower right hand corner. alexa is the one who is usually to the right of me. michael is only in there once. lol. and there's me with that hat. | | |
| i wonder how long it will take until myspace becomes lame and everyone comes back to xanga.. soccer game was brilliant today. tomorrow's will be also. all for now. | | |
| oh, i'm so incredibly happy. i got 4 new cd's today from my grandparents as an early birthday present. buddha by blink-182
maladroit by weezer
elephant by the white stripes
the greatest songs ever written by us by nofx yay! so i went to ian's and emma's soccer games this morning. they both lost. bummer. they played great though. i saw dino from sixth grade on the team ian was playing. and andre but he wasn't playing. it was crazy. my older sisters and the nieces came by and watched the games. then afterwords, we went to chuck-E-cheese's for lunch. i met a kid and he was like "hello, my name is jonas." hello? weezer! i think. i think i recall a weezer song called my name is jonas. if not, i'm an idiot. anyway...that was fun. then my grandparents took my early birthday shopping. we went to brook mays (got nothing), guitar center(got nothing), and cd warehouse (4 cds). pretty good in my opinion. today = nothing. tomorrow = soccer, church, etc. i wore my manchester united jersey today. i love it. some guy came up to me and wanted to tell me how awesome my shirt was and manU is. =] | | |
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